“
He who has overcome his fears will truly be free.” ― Aristotle
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| Emma looking like a Swan Princess. |
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All photos posted here are chosen for a reason **
Toys in the Attic
First off this episode caused me to have a few of my own Flashbacks, but that's another story.
This week's episode tells of fears and how to beat them. Fear
is created in one's own mind by one's own thoughts therefore the only one who can truly
eliminate fear and negative thought is the one who created them. I felt the writers did a great job illustrating this concept. I also loved the haunting and creepy vibe of this episode. Fear can be debilitating for some. Fear can be looked at sort of like a "memory ghost." Locked up deep fear seem to appear like a dreadful ghost just to keep us scared enough not to move forward, a phantom poking its eerie and shadowy presence to taunt you.
The bottom line is there's no such thing as ghosts or monsters- It's all in one's head. But in this case, Zelena needs to use one's fear to gain their courage, or at least a symbol of it.
David fears he can't be a good father to his impending mystery child, as he feels he failed his daughter, Emma. We also see that feelings of disappointment are involved with this anxiety.
A grown Princess still living in her nursery is Emma. She may be a grown woman, but somewhere inside she's still holding on to the past, carrying the pain of her growing up without her family, and the subsequent choices she made through her life- add to that having her heart broken by people she loved and trusted. Emma may also fear that she won't be a good a leader as her own parents are back in The Enchanted Forest. Emma needs to learn and accept that she has magic in her- it's who she is.
I will touch on Rumple's fear a little further on down into these notes.
The Dream
David is dreaming. He seems lost and confused as he makes his way through the (winter) castle.
An infant's cries lead him to Emma's nursery; the carved wardrobe is there too. He knows this is impossible, whispering, "This shouldn't be here... This is all
wrong." Grownup Princess Emma appears to him, "You're
right- Full grown Princess still living in her nursery. I don't even have a proper vanity." David is very confused as Emma shares that she is looking for a place to practice because she is a little nervous about her first Ball, which is tonight. She eagerly takes his hands revealing, "I don't even know how to dance. Teach me." Yet Emma seems to know how, as she's the one who leads. David feels she's a natural just like her mother. And Emma feels he is the best
teacher a daughter could
hope for. They
spin and
twirl, and then David picks up and cradles Emma in his arms. "Oh, Emma, this is everything I ever hoped for you."
Emma says "Me too. It's a shame I never got it." Confused David wonders what she means. Emma reveals "I'm not really here. I was never here. I should be, but I'm not. All for one reason.... You failed me." The room turns dark, thunder roars and light flashes around; all while the toys in the room swirl around and fall, seeming to be possessed. Emma is ripped off her feet and is being pulled into the swirling power of the wardrobe. "Goodbye, Daddy!" Emma yells as she's holding onto one of his hands. David apologizes, insisting he'll save her. {
Note the intensely spinning unicorn mobile looks more like a dream catcher for a moment.}
But Emma tells him there's nothing he can do, "Don't fail the next one," and she is separated from his hands pulled into the wardrobe.
David bolts
awake. I'm going to note that for this opening we do not get a card indicating this is nine months ago, or any time frame; we only get happy Snow White's news that she is pregnant.
She's worried David's not happy, but he says he's thrilled- but he looks petrified.
We do, however, get a card indicating it is
nine months later in Storybrooke, meaning David had that dream a few months after being back in the Enchanted Forest. In Mary Margaret's apartment the group (MM, David, Emma, Hook, and Regina) try to figure out how to track the "green skinned witch." Maybe there's some physical evidence they missed. Regina tells Emma she can run around playing Nancy Drew, but her concern is for Henry; they can't have him wandering around
alone with that witch and her flying monkeys out there. Hook passes a comment that
one of those flying monkeys could turn out to be his father. Regina offers to protect Henry. Emma reminds her to keep up the story that she's there on a
case. Regina smiles feeling Emma has gotten good at lying. Regina won't slip up, as she's
well aware of how Henry sees her. Hook hurries them along to find the "wicked" in their neighborhood.
Keeping up Appearances
On the outside we show the world one of the faces we wear, but there is
another. We use a facade to hide our painful fears and insecurities somewhere
else. David may claim to be afraid, but he still puts on a brave face.
Living a lie? David may be feeling the repercussions and some insecurities of being a shepherd boy who strayed too far from his farm. Remember, David is born a shepherd, who takes over the role as Prince for his twin brother; James lost his life and was known to the land as the son of King George.
And why are "appearances" so important to Zelena? What else is being hidden with that witch?! Are there others whose appearance is camouflaging something... something big?
The following scene between Zelena and Rumple has consumed me!
Zelena heads down into the locked storm cellar to visit Rumple who is busy spinning gold at his wheel. She feels it's a
toy. {
Note that we're shown Zelena's green eye many times; Rumple's a few times.}
"Spinning. It cleans the mind soothes the soul- cleans the mind soothes the soul- cleans the mind soothes the soul..." Rumple repeats.
Zelena remarks that he sounds as awful as he looks. "What, you're not enjoying your
cage, Hmm? Not appreciating your jailer? Oh no. You look like you want to hurt me. Go on then, give it a go. Love to see you try..." She is enjoying mocking him. Zelena magically unlocks the padlock to his cage. She knows he can't hurt her especially because
she now has possession of the Dark One's Dagger. The last time we see that dagger is when Rumple plunges it into Peter Pan/his father, and now here it is with Zelena.
Curious, right?!
"
You're a slave to it,
and to me," claims Zelena; as she's the only one who do any hurting. Rumple backs off. She speaks to him like a controlling parent and Rumple behaves. She sits across from him- face to face.
Rumple doesn't want to stop her, he says in a sing-song manner, "All the voices in my head will be quiet when I'm... dead." But she's not there to kill him; but
he really needs to keep up appearances. He wonders why. All he wants to do is
spin- "Spin the madness away..." Zelena thinks the spinning is bringing the madness. She decides to shave the stubble from his face with the dagger. "You're probably wondering how I know (learned) how to do this... Did I ever tell you about my father? His hands used to shake from drink or worse. I didn't ask- He didn't tell me..." Father couldn't go a day without a shave, so she had to learn how to shave him. Father used to say that no matter what we were feeling on the inside, "we had to put on our best face. In
our land, you and I never had a choice, did we? No matter what we did
our outside showed exactly what was rotting on the inside. But... we're in a
new land now, aren't we? A land filled with opportunity- the least of which is to look our best." Zelena nicks his neck drawing a tiny amount of blood; which she keeps on her thumb/finger.
Rumple seems confused because he knows she doesn't care about appearances, because if she did she'd change his shirt. "What is it exactly is it you want (are)?" Zelena is after something Rumple has spent a lifetime seeking, something that goes against his very nature- "Something that I can't afford to wait that long for... luckily I won't have to."
I can't help but wonder about Peter Pan/Malcolm at this moment. Rumple was a slave to the pain his own father caused him, that in turn caused him to have an unstable relationship with Baelfire, and Rumple was a slave to the power of the Dark One- and now... here's Zelena. It is too bad we don't have Peter Pan/Malcolm around... if he was maybe he'd be the one who would want Snow & Charming's baby so he could live with a brand new pure heart of a true believer in a New Neverland of sorts. Is Zelena connected to Peter/Malcolm in any way or just a relative of Regina.
Belle is overseeing Mr. Gold's shop. Zelena, assuming she's Mrs. Gold, is there to buy a baby gift for Mary Margaret. Belle shares Mr. Gold died, and proceeds to help Zelena with a purchase. But Zelena magically freezes Belle so she can
use red liquid {assuming it is Rumple's blood- or berry} on her left thumb to get into his safe and take a
root.
David, Emma, and Hook look for potential missed physical evidence at Regina's disheveled office. David finds a
partial footprint and
red "Holly berry" residue on the floor;
the red berry is initially mistaken for blood by Emma. David's expertise with this berry comes from his time working in the animal shelter; dogs track it all the time. This berry grows on bushes- in the
North West corner not far from the Toll Bridge. He checks his cell phone; Mary Margaret needs him to go back to the loft to meet the midwife because she wants to meet the both of them. He seems apprehensive and would rather stay on track with the investigation. But Emma tells him to go and then meet them later when he's done.
In the Enchanted Forest David enters the stables and drinks from a small bottle. Robin Hood enters carrying
gold tipped
arrows; payment for helping the Queen break into the castle. He admits he used to hide a bottle too. Robin mentions that it feels wrong to break in somewhere. But the Queen must like him, and her castle is the safest place for his boy right now. Both men understand the priority of keeping their families
safe. Robin remarks that David looks like a man who needs more sleep than a drink. David would if he could; Robin's also been there. David opens up to Robin about always knowing things would work out for the best, but continues on about the last time he was in the Enchanted Forest and how he
dueled a Black Knight and put his newborn in a magic wardrobe to flee a curse and never once did his confidence waiver- he doesn't know what's changed. "I just can't seem to
escape this feeling of dread." He's upset but he needs to be there for Snow and he can't be distracted by this... fear.
"So, don't be," Robin says simply. Robin shares about the time after his wife died. Friar Tuck told him of
root that if digested would help one overcome any and all fears. It is said to
grow under the white moss at the edge of Sherwood Forest- just south of here; it has flecks of crystal within its flesh,
looks like stars.
It's called Night Root. It doesn't seem Robin used it, as he doesn't really dabble in magic unless he has to. Robin warns they say
that part of the forest is haunted; David may need the Night Root for the journey
to the journey to stop his fear. But David isn't afraid of a ghost story- not when his family's at stake.
Zelena enjoys a lighthearted chat with Mary Margaret about the time Mary Margaret was caught in a net when she robbed his/Charming's carriage. The handsome devil, David Nolan, joins them for the meeting. Since Zelena is there to make their lives as easy as possible she prepares three cups of Chamomile tea (calms the nerves)- but she crumbles some sparkly root into David's cup.
Mary Margaret is impressed with Zelena, while David is cautious. He knows they can't ask for references from their missing year. Mary Margaret tells him Zelena knew
Johanna her nanny; they were friends. She does tell him that if any part of this
feels wrong they can always
change their minds. Zelena feels since Mary Margaret's already gone through labor once she already knows what to expect; yet it's been almost 30 years. The
second birth can progress much faster than the first. Mary Margaret feels that's putting it mildly as she seems to have gone from
Zero to due date in the
blink of an eye. Zelena adds knowing losing their daughter in the first curse is tragic, as Mary Margaret expressed an anxiety of it; plus the missing the year and ending up back in Storybrooke.
Zelena thinks its best to get these anxieties out in the open. "Feelings, especially those we keep bottled up can affect a pregnancy just as much as diet and exercise." Just get those fears out in the open! David eventually takes a sip of his tea. Zelena basically excuses brave David to get back to his work.
Prince David heads in to the haunted dark forest finds and digs up the Night Root. He's
distracted by a woman's calls for help. He throws the root on the
ground and searches for the voice. He comes upon a very tall tower which
he climbs. We see that he has used the women's extremely long hair as a
rope. He discovers a woman there all alone. Prince David is the first
person she's seen in a long time; she's lost count of the years. He
notes her tiara, "Are you a Princess?" She says yes, "But you can call
me Rapunzel." Her parents are the King and Queen of her realm, they're
great leaders and adored by their people. (In a way she just described
Snow White and Prince Charming.)
He asks why she left her Kingdom.
"For the same reason you did...I saw what you were digging up." Now, how the fuck could she have seen that?!
The Night Root. She tells the tale of getting older and knowing she'd never be a good leader like her parents; she
had an older brother who was next in line, but he died and she began to suffer from fear- nightmares crippled her sleep. She took the Night Root but it didn't work. Before she could return home a witch appeared, her face hidden under a cloak, she attacked her and chased her into that tower.
David will rescue Rapunzel! But she says the witch won't let her leave- just then, the candles blow out and a cloaked figure is seen on the ground approaching the tower.
"It's too late... She must know you're here," claims Rapunzel. David insists he can save her.
The faceless figure creeps its way up and eventually makes its way into the open window. David is tied up with the long hair while the figure inches closer to Rapunzel. David tells the Princess she must face the figure, as it
is her.
*Note the actions of David seem to be happening simultaneously in both realms. And note David in the tower did not ingest the root.
We see David drive his Ford Bronco out to the woods; he's armed with his sword. In the side-view mirror we see a cloaked figure.
He
finds red berries and makes his way deeper into the woods where his comes face to face with the cloaked figure. (David leaves a voice mail with Emma to give her a heads up to where he is, as he thought he was in pursuit of the wicked witch.) He tries to fight the figure but is knocked down. Pretending to be unconscious David bolts up, sword in hand and attacks the figure. The figure is strong! David removes its hood to reveal himself!
"
What are you?" David asks.
"
I'm you." David begins to fight himself.
Simultaneous to this, David tells Rapunzel "
It's not a witch, it's you!" He tries to explain that the night root worked; it allows you to overcome your fears by facing them. "She's your fear! Only you can defeat her!"
In Storybrooke Regina and Henry walk by a pond eating delicious ice cream. Henry recalls his mom taking him for gelato in Little Italy; but this is just as good. Henry feels Storybrooke is nice. N.Y.C. is great but has so many people that it can make you feel... "
Alone," Regina finishes his sentence. Henry agrees. Regina feels the best part of a small town is everybody knows everybody and it can feel like a big family. Henry confesses that he feels it isn't just the case that brought his mom to Storybrooke; she needed to get out of NY for a while because of Walsh's (the boyfriend) proposal. Two
days later Henry was taken out of school for some job in Maine- "She wouldn't take a job in
Queens if it meant I'd miss school." Henry admits he liked seeing how happy Walsh made his mom; plus it might be nice having two place settings during the holidays. Regina thinks one day he'll have more family than he'll know what to do with.
Hook shakes some
red berries from a bush- knowing they're in the right place. He and Emma will start searching. Hook mentions that whenever Emma is around he seems to be trekking through forest or woods courting danger. And here Emma thought he wasn't afraid of anything, always looking for the next adventure. She wonders what he was doing the last year
alone on that ship; figuring it was one swashbuckling tale after another until he decided to go back there and save her. But she feels he's lying and that there's more to his story. In addition to giving Emma back her memories, Hook feels he
saved her from a loveless marriage, "
He was a flying monkey."
Emma didn't know that. She admits she was considering his proposal because she was in love. "
As usual he wasn't who he said he was and I got my heart broken..."
{I'm just going to ask it... is Emma talking about Walsh only, or is there a Neal tale here too?!}
Hook is glad to hear it because if her heart can be broken... "it means it still works." They share a moment looking into each other's eyes and then Emma turns away.
They come upon an old farmhouse and they investigate. Emma notices a locked storm cellar. Knowing the difference between fear and strategy, Hook feels they should have some magical backup before descending into the one way cellar with no way out. As Emma's about to call Regina she sees the voice mail from David and goes to him.
Rapunzel, now free from her tower prison, shares the story of her swimming the river where she shouldn't have been, (Parents warned them to avoid it), she got caught in the rapids and her brother saved her but couldn't save himself. She didn't know if she could be Queen and if she didn't believe in herself, how could her parents believe in her?
David- "It's who you are. You can't hide from it forever..." He's confident that she is their child of course they'll forgive her.
Prince David returns Princess Rapunzel to a crowed ballroom to reunite with her parents. A few of our Enchanted Forest/Storybrooke residents are in attendance as well. David admits to Snow that he was out in the woods all night because he was afraid- because they lost Emma twice. "Because we lost her I was never her father." Snow insists he is a great father. But he knows he didn't raise her and he's worried about raising the new child. Snow assures him he can, "We're going to do this the way we do everything... together."
David wonders, "Now, how did I forget that? Now come on, we have a nursery to build."
In the woods Hook mentions they think they found the witch's farmhouse. Determined David wants to send that witch back to Oz.
Regina feels, "She's
toying with us."
Hook asks David "
Any particular reason why she would send a demon that looks like you?" David shares with the group, "
I was just there wearing my face, harping on my deepest fears;" it knew things he never told anyone, even Mary Margaret. It wasn't until he admitted it that he was able to defeat it by killing it with the hilt of his sword. After the killing the hilt disappeared.
"When we face our deepest fears our true courage comes out. When you used the hilt of your sword to vanquish your fears your courage transferred into it," Regina says. The witch stole a
symbol of David's courage and
symbols can be powerful totems.
It is here we see Zelena readying to leave her meeting with Mary Margaret and she already has possession of the hilt of the sword in her purse. After hearing so many stories about Mary Margaret's courageous Prince, she just feels very lucky to have met them both. But it's Mary Margaret who feels that they're the lucky ones. Zelena smiles, "
There's no reason to be scared. That's what I'm here for." Mary Margaret hugs her goodbye.
Emma and the gang return to the storm cellar to find the lock is now busted.
They descend into the cellar. Regina claims there's definitely dark magic here. "
Can you feel it?" Emma's not sure, but knows whatever she feels it's not good. They wonder what could have been locked up in the cage that has now broken free. David turns on the light and finds a piece of spun gold/straw and the spinning wheel.
Rumpelstiltskin.
Regina seems pleased.
Things to Note...Questions to Ask...
๑ Where the hell is Neal?! Has he taken Simeon form and is flying around somewhere?
๑ What ever happened to Spencer/King George?
๑ We know Rumple was a slave to the Dark One's Dagger, power and the childhood pain from his father and the pain of failing Baelfire
๑ David faced David. Rapunzel faced Rapunzel. Rumple faces Zelena
๑ Dreaming David loses Emma into the swirling forces of the wardrobe.
-Rumple lets go of Bae and he falls away into the swirling magic bean portal
๑ The Wicked Witch takes brave David's hilt of his sword with the symbol of his courage. Rumple is losing his mind/head
๑ I can't put my finger on it but Hook has had a weird way about him the past few episodes
๑ Night Root. Dream Shade
๑ Queen
๑ Eye
๑ Teach/teacher. Learn. School.
๑ Sleep. Dream. Awake
๑ Pregnancy. Birth. Growth
๑ Drinking. Alcohol
๑ Opening a (blood) lock
๑ Root
๑ Communication
๑ Zelena knew Johanna, Snow White's own nanny
๑ Caught in a net- "
Snow Falls"
๑ Episodes I found give some connection to The Tower:
"
The Outsider"
Child of the Moon
Vocabulary and Research...
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"The Swan Princess": musical film based on the ballet "
Swan Lake"
King William, widowed father of newborn Princess
Odette, and Queen Uberta, widowed mother of young Prince Derek, decide to betroth their children in the hopes of uniting their kingdoms.
Odette transforms into a (white) Swan
-
Reawakened: A Once Upon a Time Tale
by
Odette Beane
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The Tower: The Tower (XVI) (most common modern name) is the 16th trump or Major Arcana card in most cartomancy Tarot decks. It is not used as part of any game.
The Tower is commonly interpreted as meaning danger, crisis, destruction, and liberation.
Upside down: To be currently in a harsh and chaotic situation but exiting in a good manner. Indeed you are falling but landing with your feet over the soil.
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Golden LOST Thread Woven into the Tapestry of this Tale
✈ Alcoholic Desmond Hume shaved every day even though he was hold-up inside of the Swan Hatch with Kelvin Inman for three years. Episode "
Live Together, Die Alone"
✈ In "
Live Together, Die Alone" John Locke told Mr. Eko he was being a slave to the countdown timer (and pushing the button) just like he was. "It's not real! We're only puppets- puppets on strings! As long as we push it we'll never be free."
✈ Root
✈ Eye
✈ Eye
✈ Teach/teacher. School. Learn
✈ Sleep. Dream. Awake
✈ Pregnancy. Birth. Growth
✈ Drinking. Alcohol
✈ Communication
✈ Caught in a Net: Jack and Kate, Henry Gale/Ben Linus
✈ "It didn't work", but it did work
